Don't waste your time trying to shock the world. [entries|friends|calendar] Emilee "A tie-dyed dress , she was a psychedelic mess. We toured to the north, south, east and west. We sold some mushroom tea, Sold some ecstasy, Sold nitrus, opium, acid, heroin and PCP. Now I hear the police coming after me. Now I hear the police coming after me. The one scarlet with the flowers in her hair, She's got the police coming after me." NAVIGATION; USERINFO FRIENDS WEBSITE [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

3/2/08 [Sun/Mar/2008 at 12:46am] [ mood | sad ] Damn. I haven't written in this thing in forever. I don't know what really brought me to write in here. I just guess when I was in the shower brushing the coke out of my teeth, I though "huh, spilling my heart out sounds fantastic," Bleh. I wish some times things in my life could be easy like it use to be. I am playing all the old music that I use to listen too. It reminds me of kevin. It makes me feel sick. I am so tired of Ryan. I mean, I am not like tired of him, I actually mean that I am just tired of being in a relationship. But I don't want to break up. I want us to go back to normal. I want us to not have to try to make a conversation between us. I want to fuck and be touched. I am tired of thinking about him. this shit is fuckin gay. Anyways I wish I had more coke so I could think, write more. Some days are better then others. I can't run forever. I have been having this weird feeling lately; it's like, like the knowing that something bad is going to happen to the world and I am going to be left behind. While my family is safe and okay I will be burning. Ryan my love is like stuck and I can't save him. I want to, I wish he could come with us. I love him. I hate talking about him! I thought I had more to say, but I guess not. peace. 020 !!!

[Mon/Jan/2005 at 8:19pm] 0960 !!!

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